Why must you do this Phone?

Ok so as I'm writing this I'm crying a little bit on the inside because today I missed work (don't worry I called and told them that I wouldn't be able to go in). The reason for this rare occasion is that my PHONE ALARM didn't go off. Seriously, it just went directly to snooze. I don't know if it was me in my sleep, or a malfunction, but it this is the second time it happens in two weeks, the first time I went in late and this time I called in, it really is frustrating.

I hate missing work and honestly, because of this my biggest fear is that it will cost me my job. I barely miss work but when I do it's because I'm deathly ill. The good thing is that warnings leave after 6 months of being in the system, and all my previous warnings are gone. I still worry because I live by myself and I have to pay rent and I have to buy groceries and I have to put gas in my car and I have to do all these things and stuff and items and...and...(as you can tell there is a lot on my mind, so much that I didn't have time for proper grammatical work in that past sentence).

I'm a bit of a worry wart yes, and most of the time I have no idea what the hell I'm doing, I can't lose my job and I hope I don't (even though I'm 95% sure I won't). Anyways I'm gonna go now and enjoy the rest of my day, hanging out and such, I work tomorrow so hopefully my alarm goes off.

If you have even had any of these fears or concerns talk to me on our Tumblr, maybe we can find a way to ease this weight off our shoulders.

See you later friends,

-IR