Birthday thoughts.
I realized that Stephanie has a little brother and she knows how it feel to be part of a family with brotherly/sisterly attachments. I didn't know that feeling until this past summer.
The world is a strange place you know? I'm about to be 20 years old in two days and all I can think of is "HELL YEAH!" and at the same time "woah...I'm not a single child anymore". That second though is something that has been in my mind for around 8 months and to elaborate that though is that I have a little sister (woah I'm still a bit shell shocked).
Yeah, after 19 years of being a single child, my father had a child, a baby girl to be exact. At first I was angry because of course but after thinking about it for a solid two weeks... I'm excited. I'm super excited to have a little sister. I'm ecstatic to teach her about the world and pass on knowledge about the world to this small child that I call my sister. Yeah it is a 20 year gap but it still is awesome. I have all this information that I want to pass to her and teach her about everything (as you can see I honestly don't even know what I want to say).
You could say this is a letter to her, in a way. I'm just excited...excited that life is going awesome and that I get to be a huge influence in someone smaller than me, and that my little sister will be able to have a blast with me and I'll be able to teach her so much. I can't fucking wait for her to be able to have conversations with me. I'm fucking looking forward to having conversations about everything, but mostly I'm looking forward to watch out for her and protect her. She's not even a year now but I know that time flies and soon she'll be as awesome as me.
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